27 October, 2019

I want a boob job

Hello. There's a title I didn't think I would write, but I just saw a post on Twitter about boobs reduction and it sparked something in me. I was always saying how I didn't like plastic surgery and I was so against it, but I later realized it was only because I only saw the bad ones. Those were the ones I usually saw on TV or in magazines and, to be honest, back in the day, the results were just worse than today. As I said many times, medicine has evolved so much and it shows in plastic surgery too.

However, as I've grown older, I realized that there are people that refined their bodies and they looked good. Because it was a job well done. I never knew for some famous people they had anything done to their faces until I actually read it. So I'm constantly puzzled how someone can look terrible, but that's a whole other story.

To get back to my title... I've had different size boobs for years now. Drink for every 'boob' you see here... I don't know when they stopped developing and growing, but it's been bugging me ever since. I know everybody has different size boobs and our bodies are definitely not symmetrical, but I have a feeling my boobs have taken that way too loosely. In my mind they're at lest 3 cups different. In reality one is a B and other one is probably an A. It really bothers me when I go bra shopping cause I can never find the one that fits perfectly. I always have to get a B and then the other one is a bit empty and it stresses me out.

I don't think that other people notice it that much, if at all, but I've been noticing it every single day for the past 6 to 8 years. As my self-esteem is not really high, I have to find the positives, but with this issue, I can't. I just can't look away and think how it's all good when I don't feel good about them. For few years now, I've been thinking about getting a boob job.

What I've wanted for a long time now is to get this smaller boob to the size of the bigger one. That's it. I don't want anything drastic, I just want them even. And I already searched some places to see the prices and, honestly, that's probably the only thing keeping me from actually doing it. I wonder if I would get a discount cause it's just one boob? I think this procedure would take care of a few self-esteem issues. Probably, nobody would notice it cause my goal is still to wear the same bras I have now, but I would know. I need it them to be equal in size.

What are your thoughts on breast implants? Do you have some or any advice?

See you next Sunday ♥

20 October, 2019

Today: 20.11.2019.

Doing: I was dead tired from yesterday, so, instead of going for a bike ride and having an active Sunday, I've been at home all day, doing some work on my laptop. Nothing special.
Mood: OK. I don't know. I was good all day.
Favorite person: My mom. She's the only one I've been talking to today and we spent the whole day together so it had to be her.
Thinking about: I'm in a process of redecorating my grandparent's house, so I've been all in furniture and colors and dimensions. Can't wait to see the progress.
Missing: Definitely, sleep. I've had a crazy Saturday and today was no better, so I really need a weekend off.
Loving: The fact that I can be interior designer for a few weeks. This transformation will have to be within my budget so it won't be much, but I'm really looking forward to it.
Hating: That my TV broke down. I've had it for only few months and now something cracked and I can't use it anymore. I'm going to get it fixed, hopefully, next week.
New discovery: This time is not something you can use, but I discovered some amazing old furniture people are selling so I'm very much into buying those now.
Listening to: One of my favorite youtubers, Scotty Sire - What's Going On

How was your day?

13 October, 2019

These things were cool when I went to school

I went through my phone and laptop, found some old memories. I also went through my Facebook profile and remembered so many great days, events and situations. It also made me remember all the "cool" stuff we did. Now that I think of it, Facebook could have sponsored this as these are all Facebook related things that were cool when I went to elementary and high school. So about 10 years ago.

Taking a photo of someone and them making it a profile photo. This was such an honor. I know I used to take photos and post them and every caption would be "Profile?" hoping they would pick it for their profile photo. This wasn't a matter of wanting to fit in or wanting people to like me or anything like that. Everybody did it and no matter what group you were in, it was always an honor if your photo got chosen. And, of course, that person had to write "taken by xy" in the caption so everybody would know how great photographer you are.

Facebook banners. I wonder if those would still be cool if Facebook didn't remove that feature. Banners were great because you could put random photos you loved or you could download photos cut in the perfect ratio to fit your banner. It's basically the same thing as today's cover photo, but when it first came out, cropping photos was a real struggle, but so worth it when you saw your profile.

Photo frames. So many photos back then had to have some kind of a frame. Whether we would add those random that some phones had installed or those that Facebook would provide for some big event, frames were a big thing. Also, most photos had some addition. Something like Instagram story when you add hearts or stars on the photos.


Can you remember some that were cool back when you were younger?

See you next Sunday ♥