28 March, 2015

What are you looking at?

Hello :)
For the past few days I've had something on my upper lip, it's like a blister but on a lip. So weird. Anyhow, I've been putting some cream on it and now it's not blister any more, it's just a scab. It's still painful and it does look a bit strange but it's smaller than it used to be and, I guess, it's going to be fine soon. However, I didn't start this to talk about my lips or my wounds. As I've had this for days now, I've been going out and on college with it. What got on my nerves were people in public transport. Most of them looked at me like I had two heads or something. They were staring at my lips like I have some contagious disease and like my lip is gone and all you can see is blood and weird skin. I do realize that it's in human nature to notice and look at everything unusual. So I get it why they were looking at me in the first place. But I don't get that disgusted look. I wasn't bothered as mush for myself because I know what it is, I know how I'm treating it and so on. But I was thinking about all the others who have something different. People without legs or arms, people with serious diseases, midgets (I don't know if this is insulting, I don't know other word for people of small height (dwarf sounds like those from cartoons)),... Anyhow, you probably get my point. Yes, I also look at people who are different. As I said in the beginning, I consider it normal. But I (hopefully) don't have that awful and disgusted look on my face. I've been so lucky that this small scab on my lip is the biggest problem these days and even felt disapproval from people. I can't even imagine what other people need to go through every single day. In case you thought you can't be seen or that you're not doing anything wrong just by looking at somebody differently, well, you're wrong! I seriously recommend you to pay attention on what are you looking at and how are you looking at it.
That's all for today, bye

26 March, 2015

Today: 26.3.2015.

Doing: relaxing, watching TV (cooking shows, Turkish dramas, ...)
Mood: tired, a bit annoyed by the end of the day
Favorite person: friend Maggie
Thinking about: upcoming exams, earning money, new Guess bag, the need of a new pair of sunglasses
Missing: food!! (I'm kinda stomach sick and I can't eat)
Loving: free time, the new look of my room, YouTube (like any other day)
Hating: rain, moody people, people who think they're so smart
New discovery: Amanda Cole (Amanda Cole cover of "I will always love you")
Listening to: Creedence Clearwater Revival - Proud Mary (or Tina Turner - Proud Mary)

22 March, 2015

Today: 22.3.2015.

Hello :) I thought it's not fair to let you wait on my posts and I can't write every single day like I used to. So I'll post "Today" posts on random dates. These posts will have my whole day in just few lines. You'll be able to find them all by the label "today" (labels on the right, scroll down). Here's the first one.
Doing: studying, singing all day, manicure, cleaning my room (finally)
Mood: happy, relaxed, satisfied
Favorite person: my brother
Thinking about: upcoming exams, dreams, money, shopping for decorating my room
Missing: some humans (I'm home alone)
Loving: beautiful day, my new hair oil, free time, manicure time
Hating: cold wind every now and then, weird neighbors, studying
New discovery: Plastimake

06 March, 2015

Dancing Man

Hello :)
I don't know if you heard or not but there's this story about Dancing Man. Who is he? Well, he's a big guy. Great big guy. And he was dancing. Why did I mention he is big? Because it's pretty important for the story. In short, there was some concert/event (whatever actually) and there was this man, now known as Dancing Man, who was dancing like nobody was watching. He was probably having a great time and some idiots filmed him and took pictures. After he realized he was being laughed at, he stopped dancing and had this awful look on his face. I just saw this article and pictures and I have to admit I shared few tears when I saw the picture after. Nobody should look like that. They laughed at him because he's a large person. I get it that we all notice when someone is fatter than usual or extremely skinny. And, let's say, that's normal. But making someone feel ashamed... That's just wrong and totally rude. I don't know if those guys are proud of themselves or what, but I think they should stay in the house for the rest of this year. I seriously can't get over this. It's so horrible to see what people do to people over some stupid things.
There's no chance that this will ever get to the Dancing Man but I'd like to say that he should be able to always be himself and he should party and dance every day like there's no next one. Have a great life.
The second picture ruined my day (whole year, thanks as*holes) but there is a good ending to this. The good news is, this group of women stood up for him and made a dance party. Everything is in the link: