25 August, 2016

Need to survive one more week!

Hi. I have a feeling it's been a long time since I posted something really personal (two months to be exact - post here). I rarely write down some specifics because I'm paranoid that some of my friends would find this blog and know it's me. Anyhow, today I'm gonna write everything down because I can't deal with this anymore.
So I'm doing a paper for college; it's the most important paper I had to do so far and I can't finish college without it. To finish it, I need to consult my professor every once in a while and he needs to approve it. Otherwise, without his signature, I can't finish college. He is the most idiotic person ever! I can say now I hate him. I do. Every time I go there for him to check my work, he finds something new that should be changed. Why can't he find all mistakes at once for me to correct them?? Every single time it's something new. And I should turn in this paper in 4 days, with all documentation and a presentation which follows my paper. And I don't think I'll be able to do so because he's still finding some new things he doesn't like. Now, I can't really tell you exactly how I feel, I can't write it all down. I'll just say I cried my eyes out today when I got his mail. I can't do this anymore. It's so stressing me out that I can't even watch my TV shows or eat or even sleep without thinking about this. I'm taking sleeping pills for the past 2 weeks, I think, because I'm so stressed out. I'm shaking most of the time and I can't relax. I was meeting my friends for a coffee yesterday and it was all great, but I thought about this every single second, in between every spoken sentence. He's a perfectionist, I would say, but he can't realize that I don't have that experience and he should guide me through it. He says something is wrong and I need to change it, but he doesn't say how or what should I do. Than I change it couple million times and he's still not satisfied. I have no idea how this will turn out and what will happen with the rest of my education as it all depends on this one paper. Fun, right? I'm writing this right before I try to finish this paper (for the billionth time). When we now talk through e-mail, I think you can read how pissed off I am and how pissed off he is. We're so done with this. I am for sure. I can't do this anymore. This is not normal nor healthy. Four more days guys. And than I think I'll file a report against him or something (there's more to it than I wrote down here).
I gotta go now. Wish me luck.

21 August, 2016

Movie review: Zootopia

Plot and impressions have spoilers so skip that if you're interested in watching this.

Info: Zootopia is new Disney animated movie released in March 2016. It is adventure and action movie with duration of 1 hour and 48 minutes. All characters are animals, with leading rolls of a rabbit and a fox.

Plot: We meet a baby girl rabbit Judy Hopps who wants to be a police officer, but there has never been a rabbit cop in their land. Cops are usually big animals. Although Judy finishes police academy with the highest scores, she is assigned to parking duty and she writes about 200 tickets a day which makes the citizens angry at her. In the mean time, animals are disappearing and one of the the missing animals is Mr. Otterton. His wife begs chief Bogo to find him, but Judy takes the case. Chief Bogo gives her 48 hours to solve the case. In all this, she partners up with a fox named Nick Wilde who hustled her on her first day on the job. Now they work together as Judy knows the truth about Nick and she can prove it and he could go to jail. Following lots of clues, they end up in a hospital with all those missing animals where mayor Leodore Lionheart is trying to find out what's happening to all the animals and why are they acting so weird. In the end, the duo manages to find out the truth. Mayor assistant Bellwether had a plan to make all predators evil so she could turn the city in her favor.

Impressions: I loved the movie. I especially loved the unusual bond between a rebel fox and a cop rabbit. I loved the dialogues, the picture, the effects, basically everything. I especially loved the part when Nick and Judy were in a public transport (I guess) and Nick was opening up about his childhood and his traumatic story why he became a hustler. Also, his transformation from bullied kid, through being a bad guy to being a cop and Judy's partner. And for some weird reason, I wanted the fox and the rabbit to stay together, as a couple. God.

Recommendation: I would highly recommend this cartoon. The characters are animals and they are so cute, especially the children. Furthermore, the message throughout the whole movie is just great. There are thoughts about bullying, racism, trust, friendship,... 

Have you watched it? Will you watch it?